After the unexpected, he came back to me asking for another chance, we can start over again and just enjoy life... :)
But unfortunately, after 2 months, it happened again, or should I say it was worst and close to a really bad ending... :(
In a relationship but It's Complicated... whenever I see this status, I'm really clueless, what the hell? why mention such thing? It was just recently I get to understand the real meaning of It's Complicated... :(
It was just a small fight that led to another unexpected event... a break-up?
He started telling me unwanted thoughts...things you're not supposed to tell unless you wanted a break-up... He said I'm better off with someone romantic... someone my opposite... things that I can't understand or won't like to understand or can't accept to hear coming from him... :( He added that he really has problem in making commitments and he really sucks as a boyfriend... :(
That night, I cried and told myself, he was trying to push me away, he doesn't care anymore, he doesn't love me anymore... :( Then, I decided to move away, not text him, no effort from me...and he did the same! :(
It was really hard for me... cried so many tears... I had so many thoughts and realizations about our relationship, about him, and about me... I decided to move forward and just leave our relationship just like that...if that's what he wanted then be it...
After 2 weeks, I got a text from him - hi, musta? I replied and a small catching up happened...He came back as if nothing happened between us... I acted the same thing...but the next day, I texted him that I didn't like what happened, I was trying to move on and he came back, it's so hard and I can't really be a friend to him... :(
No reply from him, I guess he wanted the same thing... :(
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