Sunday, August 22, 2010
A Roller Coaster Love
It has been a month now and a lot of crazy things have happened...
From the read this book for inspiration... Friday the 13th reminds me of something... funny thoughts about the blog... Nothing I just remembered you... Chatting with the wasted... Next day I'm still drunk...
I was UP then I was DOWN.... Happy at some point then back to being Sad...
Confused? Yes.
Anxious? Maybe
In Love? I really don't know!
Whooooo! This is really a one crazy roller coaster ride!
Wanting for more? Or wishing it would stop?
From the read this book for inspiration... Friday the 13th reminds me of something... funny thoughts about the blog... Nothing I just remembered you... Chatting with the wasted... Next day I'm still drunk...
I was UP then I was DOWN.... Happy at some point then back to being Sad...
Confused? Yes.
Anxious? Maybe
In Love? I really don't know!
Whooooo! This is really a one crazy roller coaster ride!
Wanting for more? Or wishing it would stop?
Tuesday, August 3, 2010
It's Complicated
After the unexpected, he came back to me asking for another chance, we can start over again and just enjoy life... :)
But unfortunately, after 2 months, it happened again, or should I say it was worst and close to a really bad ending... :(
In a relationship but It's Complicated... whenever I see this status, I'm really clueless, what the hell? why mention such thing? It was just recently I get to understand the real meaning of It's Complicated... :(
It was just a small fight that led to another unexpected event... a break-up?
He started telling me unwanted thoughts...things you're not supposed to tell unless you wanted a break-up... He said I'm better off with someone romantic... someone my opposite... things that I can't understand or won't like to understand or can't accept to hear coming from him... :( He added that he really has problem in making commitments and he really sucks as a boyfriend... :(
That night, I cried and told myself, he was trying to push me away, he doesn't care anymore, he doesn't love me anymore... :( Then, I decided to move away, not text him, no effort from me...and he did the same! :(
It was really hard for me... cried so many tears... I had so many thoughts and realizations about our relationship, about him, and about me... I decided to move forward and just leave our relationship just like that...if that's what he wanted then be it...
After 2 weeks, I got a text from him - hi, musta? I replied and a small catching up happened...He came back as if nothing happened between us... I acted the same thing...but the next day, I texted him that I didn't like what happened, I was trying to move on and he came back, it's so hard and I can't really be a friend to him... :(
No reply from him, I guess he wanted the same thing... :(
But unfortunately, after 2 months, it happened again, or should I say it was worst and close to a really bad ending... :(
In a relationship but It's Complicated... whenever I see this status, I'm really clueless, what the hell? why mention such thing? It was just recently I get to understand the real meaning of It's Complicated... :(
It was just a small fight that led to another unexpected event... a break-up?
He started telling me unwanted thoughts...things you're not supposed to tell unless you wanted a break-up... He said I'm better off with someone romantic... someone my opposite... things that I can't understand or won't like to understand or can't accept to hear coming from him... :( He added that he really has problem in making commitments and he really sucks as a boyfriend... :(
That night, I cried and told myself, he was trying to push me away, he doesn't care anymore, he doesn't love me anymore... :( Then, I decided to move away, not text him, no effort from me...and he did the same! :(
It was really hard for me... cried so many tears... I had so many thoughts and realizations about our relationship, about him, and about me... I decided to move forward and just leave our relationship just like that...if that's what he wanted then be it...
After 2 weeks, I got a text from him - hi, musta? I replied and a small catching up happened...He came back as if nothing happened between us... I acted the same thing...but the next day, I texted him that I didn't like what happened, I was trying to move on and he came back, it's so hard and I can't really be a friend to him... :(
No reply from him, I guess he wanted the same thing... :(
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