Boyfriend requirements

Here's a list of qualities that I look/want for a guy, a must or just hoping to have these qualities present... :)

Good-looking.
Cute.
Charming.
He should be sweet.
A gentleman.
Thoughtful.
Knows how to cook.
Responsible in all his actions.
Loves to travel.
Loves to eat.
Good conversationalist.
Has a decent job.
Has his own car and home.
Shares same interests.
Achiever.
God-fearing.
Sociable.
Patient and understanding.

Number 2

It is hard to be in a situation wherein there's another woman in his life
You know they are together but not sure if they are happy?
He comes to you as if he is not attached
He shows concern, effort and sweetness
He makes you smile and happy
But you know you should not be serious about him
And this happiness is just for awhile
He will again leave you for this other woman
You are not sure if you are doing the right thing
You just go with the flow
But not aware where it will go

I H-A-T-E you

I can't really control my feelings and now I'm blogging about it... I really hate men who are insensitive and selfish.

You should not have said that, you should have thought of what we have been through, what I have been through with you... I know I gave all my best during our time, I became the most caring and loving girlfriend... that you never appreciated at all... that I know I don't deserved that treatment and I don't deserve someone like you...

I think this would be our last, my last for you...

Zero Credit

This morning, I was shocked when I saw my credit card details online, available limit is ZERO. OMG! Is this for real? I felt robbed, I felt so poor... funny ah? Robbed with money that I don't have..haha. What the hell is happening? I felt blank because I don't know how would I manage to pay for all my debts. Waaaaaaaahhhhhhh... So starting tomorrow, I'll be saving my money and stop splurging. I just hope I can do this... so help me God. :)

My Crushie

I don't really like him but I just find him cute and very pleasant to look at. He looks clean and neat. It never came into my mind that I would see him in person. Just this evening, I saw him at a resto and having his 2 fresh buko juice in front of him. :) I had my cam with me but I didn't have the courage to talk to him and have a picture. I was so shy that I was just smiling so hard and laughing at myself because I can't control the excitement and happiness that I was feeling. :P

A bit disappointing experience but I'm just hoping we can again meet in the future. We never know, maybe we are destined. Haha, just kidding. :P Well, I'm just happy that I saw him in person. :)